October, You Beast

October 2, 2025

October has always carried a mix of losses for me,

and their anniversaries return each year,

heavy and uninvited.

But I don’t want to live in that space anymore.

So this year, I’m writing it down—

a request to the universe,

a little manifestation plan.

And I believe it will unfold exactly as it should.

I have faith:

‘October, You Beast’

Here you are again.

We’ve had our battles—

you’ve carried chapters of my hardest days.

But I refuse to live in those echoes anymore.

This year,

let’s play with connection.

With belonging.

With recognition.

With peace.

Let’s dream.

Let’s do.

Let’s live.

Let’s contribute.

Give me freedom and energy

to explore, to laugh,

to roam,

to love.

October,

let’s open with curiosity.

Let’s walk with wonder

into the extraordinary possibilities

of my next chapter.

And what if this year—

we break the rules

and pretend it’s spring?